The Joy of Silence

Conjugate Consciousness: The Power of a Positive Negation

                   In logic, statistics, number theory and in systems analysis, we get to see the value of looking at things in opposition to themselves. (Some things exist only in the context of their opposite, their conjugate.) Such is the dynamic of reason. Never are we more rational than when we are willing to engage contrary points of view. (Hypothetically.) This virtue, this strength is my gift to you.

                   Social Recursion, if you remember, is the Self Identifying Distinguishing Boundary Definition. I am a boy. You may be a girl. We are different, but yet we may have much in common. Appreciating our differences can make it meaningful and fun for us. Although these Mutually Defined Boundary Distinctions may create a feeling of separation, our love may unite. (Enter: The Cult of Complementarity.)

                   Politics in it's present incarnations, (and it's exploitation,) is the perpetuated "Illusion of Conflict." But in spite of real conflict just like some demonic dance, opposing parties feed each other, they feed each other hate. Behind the scenes, you might think that the Fascists work for me cause when they look stupid, I get too shine. And when radical liberals want to spit at a cop, I wonder if they're working for the opposing team. I hope that this subtle but very real dynamic of human behavior is understandable. Being self critical is the only reason I trust myself to be a Pro Psychic. Without the power of self criticism and self negation, I would be a hack. The power of rational thought always exceeds mere rationale.

                   How are you at asking yourself the really hard questions? (Two heads are better than one, but it does make you a little schizophrenic.)

On the Shared What's Up With The Blog

                   I'm doing this really weird blog project. What are the boundaries on the social media network without advertising? Using g+ I used my blogger to document this "Psychic." It's me  of course. But using a graphics calculator I did manage to make some interesting art. And I'm getting a lot of satisfaction using the social media as a way of getting attention. I don't even advertise myself.

                   I am a professional psychic. I don't believe in psychics and I'm really good at it. I want to be able to read for society. This is  a fully functioning hoax. A True Hoax. "Urban legends are not born, we are fabricated."

                   The art speaks for itself. And now the work represents me. I don't want unnecessary stress. I know when to quit and keep a respectful distance from my products and services as a psychic. Merchandizing an idea is demanding and I appreciate limitations. I'm obsessed with math and writing down results. I stalk the hidden market where ever there's a reader. Will you read for me too? I teach people how to be psychics on the web. I might even be able to teach you. It's not easy but it can be very fun. And there are hazards. I am very greedy, I want soul.

                   AS always I want to thank the people who have been helping me to get this written. I'm very grateful to , Graphics calculator. Mathematica induced a Kind of vision, I am not worthy. With the help of Quality graphics, My blog may reach a much larger audience.

                  I deliberately put Shocking Rock Videos on my blog after about a year. I did so on purpose. I'm splitting the bias, I want healthy skeptics. I promised this isn't about me. I want to be honest. Having great luck and free time I deliberately wrecked my career. I'm not going anywhere, but we'll see what happens. I don't know who I'll be tomorrow. I just wanted to be honest about my writing and I don't want to deceive anyone. I like my job very much. Reading for people is a real joy for me and I'm all too aware of all the complications of being the psychic. I'm sure I'm going to have to pay for this in the long run. As always, thank you so very much.

Shared Physical Languages

This model is not mine. Quasi Spherical Orbits and the FRACTAL HEXAHEDRON by J. Snuszka Taken from Pacific Tech Graphing Calculator
                 
                   Our Shared Physical Languages are the real daily lives we live together.

                   Sex and gender. These boundaries are dependent on our shared physical universe. This joining is also the separation, more Shared Physical Language. I am this, then you are supposed to be that which I am not. Different yet the same. One to one, and yet we don't understand each other. People come to me, hoping that me, the pro psychic teaches us all about each other. In love and in lust, in boundaries of attachment and separation, we all hope for understanding in a Shared Physical Universe.

Yet in a Wheel of Objectification we merely label people as;
                          #1)"Sex Objects" (No explanation needed)                          
                          #3)"Love Objects" (Romantic / Sentimental)                        
                          #2)"Objects of Worship" (Status Symbol)                              
                          #4)"Objects of Loathing" (That which we love to hate)        
                          #0)"Security Blankets" (Central Object Attachment)              

                     Fortunately, our Shared Physical Languages are not objectifying. Objectification is not sharing; Objectification is owning, labeling, controlling, dismissing, demeaning. Without really wanting to, we are all often swayed by the languages of objectification. I am frequently objectified for being the "Psychic." For instance,

                     I touch people in order to identify each of you individually, so I often get treated like I'm the attractive and potentially seducing "Sex Object."

                     I have a deep feeling of sensitivity supportively recognizing each individual, and I'm often seen as the desirably cherished "Love Object."

                     I show understanding for the presence and power of Shared Physical Languages, and I'm thus envied and worshiped as the influential and important "Status Symbol."

                    I show impatience and contempt for peoples prejudices towards alien cultures, so I am reviled and scapegoated for people's hostility toward the unfamiliar, on both sides of a bias. "Dogged!"

                    And finally because what I do is an expression of my faith in learning, I am expected to be the supportively comforting "Good Shepherd." ("Suffer the little children to come unto me." New Testament ) I'm supposed to be a "Rock."

                   Our Shared Physical Languages are about contact, connections. We are not objects. Finding a neutral non objectifying language is the only way we can really understand how other people see the world. And this with all of our own uniquely distinctive perspectives must be done with respect. Pro and Con. In understanding our Shared Physical Languages I advocate for a "Universal COMPLEMENTARITY."      

You Have The Touch

Sunday, October 6, 2013

More On Intuitive Touch

                         It has come to my attention that the specific technicalities of the psychic reading mediums is much better documented than is the fine art of intuition. When most people talk of the "intuitive" they in fact are referring to just meta formal logic. As my documentation for the implicit structures of meta formal logic processing has been clearly outlined, I believe it is my responsibility to move on to the issues that are much more pertinent to the understanding and application of intuitions. When a product is marketed as being "intuitive," it's intended to be easy to understand. I know from looking at my own writing that what may seem logical to me isn't always logical. Often my arguments and intuitions are sensible to me only.

                          We have come to sharing language that defines personal differences. Indexed by delineations of bias or gender, we are enjoying a renaissance of communication. People are learning to understand differences in linguistics and style. Well, we can dream can't we.

                          Identifying and respecting personal boundaries takes tact. Knowing or learning how to respectfully approach others is a matter of profound sensitivity. If and when we are actually touching each other, a whole new series of instincts and intuitions come into play. The standard ritual of shaking hands is a beautiful place to start. Open handed and firm or are you just given the fingers? I like to feel the whole hand. Skin firm and tight or is the hand soggy and mushy like mash potatoes? Many of the biggest most muscular guys have this characteristically self indulgent skin on their palms. Moist and sensitive or dry and callous? Do they pull back quickly or do they enjoy that moment of contact? As we will be having the time to be getting to massage therapy after all, we'll be able to work from the initial sensitive encounter toward a deeper understanding of "Intuitive Touch."

                        Let me talk about one of the most common processing errors we are prone to. Intuitions can easily be confused with projections. (Commonly mistaken mirroring projection of a reversed referential index.) Anecdote: Two shy people, (perhaps you and me,) notice each other. We are both decent respectful people. Not wanting to be rude, we both try to ignore each other. I can't help but notice you are way out of my league anyways. And even though you may be alone, you are probably much more popular and confident than me. I've always resented those people who have to be the center of attention, (myself included.) The one thing that most of us never realize, even beautiful people can be lonely too. There is an overwhelming probability that the very person you are noticing, at one time or another feels exactly the way you do. If that person is attractive, that person has probably heard every line. They have seen every stupid jerk off arrogantly throw themselves at them; male, female, young or old, rich or poor, we all have seen people act like idiots. This is where a sensitivity and tact is what people really want and need. If anything makes you feel lonely it's being socially bored. A respectful distance my be required but as often as not, that is the wrong thing to do. That other person can be having exactly the same thoughts, ABOUT YOU. Don't assume. Look but don't stare. Even someone who has just been short with you, may respond favorably to a friendly response.

                       Now don't pee on yourself, and don't turn into a stalker. A lot of the beautiful people can be narcissists anyway and that's just ugly. But what I am saying is some of the kindest people you will ever meet are beautiful and they shouldn't be judged prematurely just because of their appearance alone.

                       Confidence building can give you the "Touch." Rapport is largely a matter of tact. As with any type of new learning experience there is a learning curve. Even what seems to be the straight forward proposition of a "Touch Training," is so fraught with nuance and subtext that the whole thing sounds like an insulting waste of time. Don't get bogged down in excuses. People who already know you, may not be the best for exploring new social skills. But then again, if your friends are "becoming" people, (growing and learning,) they may like exploring the touch of a person who is just learning too. Be honest and if necessary clinical, we are just learning. The secret to learning and mastering intuition is trust. And just like sincerity, you can't fake trust. You can be wrong about who to trust but you can't fake real trust. No where does this become more obvious than in the looping interplay of touch.

                        As I have chased away all of my psychic reading customers, I now have the time and energy for my work as a massage therapist. My work with pain management usually involves imagining what others are feeling as I stroke and massage deep connective tissues. Like as I mentioned, I don't find the experience easy for me, giving or receiving. But it has saved my life and sanity. While keeping me out of a wheelchair and in the gym, I was overjoyed discovering that I'm not the only person who is lonely for touch. Being a Satyr and an ecstatic, I had overwhelming concerns about touching people. After my separation from my "X" in "92," and my diagnosis of of partial paralysis from wry neck syndrome, I gave up on intimacy. I was in my fifties before I even considered dating again. It had been for over 15 years that I had avoided touching anyone.

                        Trusting yourself is wonderful stuff. If you want to be able to trust your intuitions, "You may have the touch."

Deeply Felt Apologies

                   Dearest readers,

                   Sincerest of apologies. Those of you who have been following the blog for a while, have been seeing the changing culture of our (Sacred) target audience. What started out as an act of faith has become even stranger than this. No more expectations of believers. Yet I persist.

                    "What was once esoteric has become colloquial." and "You need not believe, in order to perceive." The paradigm shifts, "The Culture We Create Consumes Itself Completely." All sentiment aside, whether we like it or not "Change is Stability," and in the spiritual realm of things, "Nothing ever really happens." I ask you, "What isn't a meditation?" "What in the world could be so wrong as that we wouldn't need the clarity of a "Righteous Mind?" Whether we like it or not, the work of a pro psychic will obviously have to be that of a strong "Neutral Bias" without attachment. NO FOLLOWERS HERE! You are a reader, not a follower. Good luck with your careers.

Gateway To A Dream

                   Fantasy Entertains Dreams. Proscenium Soul; Lights On. Stage Set. Orchestra Curtains. Drawn Home Windows to the Stars. Lines Read. Parts Learned. Cues Measured. Players Go On. Theatre accesses following. Enter: Places Everyone. Possessing the Witness Dreams, Beginning and Ending. Work is never done. How do we see the players? The Apron Line rounds the Bending Stage, down to you. Threshold Joining, You and I. We have been together a million times before. (What is your wish my child?)