Dynamics of the Modular Self (+)

                    Each of us has a personal space map and timeline hardwired in. The Universe is dually mapped back on to each and every one of us. A Universe within, A Universe without. Metaphysicians have spent eons contacting the surface totality of existence.  Unit point to a unit line, unit circle to the unit sphere, we all are each a universe. The histories of metaphysics are as ancient as the dirt. People have been avid in the pursuit of "Reality." All "Space and Time " is boundary dependent Physics. Scale and Dimension are not just concepts. WE HAVE UNITY. And structure. The "Enumerate Partitioning" of a "Unity of Self" is again "Symmetrically Re Coalesced," making for analysis by analogy. When we speak of a self, our language (Symbolic) implies a complete dimension in space. Existence involves, the clock, the calendar, the compass. All modular forms. "The Book of Thoth" by, yes Aliester Crowley, or "The Great Mother" by Erich Neumann, (Amongst many other books,) gives us overviews on "Models of a Modular Self." 

                  In my pursuit of 21st Century technology, I revel in the rich environment for comparisons between the processes of computing, and human awareness. A sentimental anthropomorphic objectifies God and or any other object of personalization, "I call my car Betty". (I call Google, G. G.) Technology reflects evolving intelligence processes, this fascinates me. The real challenge is in decompiling what may be "Context free language." We have a primary order of language being driven by culture. (Culture is shared history.) And as of yet, if we go back to the most essential origins of language we come to an emergence of syntax. We use language and a uniform structure to organize information. The same holds true at all layers of information. Information is a subjective that is infinitely compressible. Information can be infinitely partitioned. {The concept of a Holographic Universe is the analogy of information surviving the destruction of the matter on which the information was stored. The "Black Hole" creates a self defining boundary within which all other boundaries are absorbed. Information is never lost, it is merely redefined as a boundary summation. (Look at the iridescent colors on the surface of a soup bubble. The combined forces of the atmosphere and the double layers of the bubble move information across it's surface recording the ambient energetic onto it's 2space.)}

Silence Under Glass

                  I almost shouted, "What the heck is going on?" No sooner than I had spoke, I look up to see one of the new converts standing at our table, telling me that I am not authorized to audit the "Chairwoman, " and any chance for my acceptance into Oraca will be revoked if I presume again.

                  "Excuse me," said Gretchen. "Carl, this is Phillip Johnson, the designer of the Personality Profiling Inventory." We would not have even known if you could survive the "Confidence Game," had Phillip not provided all of us with the necessary diagnostics, determining your station quota." "Back Off." She assert herself with robust gentleness. This rather attractive huge younger man floated away. Gretchen again apologized, saying, "Carl's a good guy, or at least he was before his reversal." "Look we are going to have a hard time finding privacy." "even though there is no inorganic surveillance here in the compound, we no need." "Damn if we didn't train these kids too well. They can smell an incongruence a mile away." "They have been trying to scan me for weeks." "And now their trying to scan you, and your not giving out anything they can read."

                  "Let me guess," I say to Gretchen, "Gunter isn't trying to sue you at all, is he? And in fact the two of you have one of those "Secret Bonds," don't you?"

                  "Right again," she says, "But we don't have a lot of time, I want you to profile this new batch of converts from InterSpace. Discreetly!" "There seems to be some bad bugs in the updated social linguistics code and our new converts are coming out arrogant and paranoid."

                  "You mean more so than usual?" Gretchen never liked my sarcasm. So she scowled.

                 My two daughters and my life partner have been confirmed 3rd level confidants and I feel like I don't even know them any more." "I've grieved the lose of my life's desire for two years now in silence." "No one knows except Gunter and now you." "Gunter has been corresponding by mail through the pseudonym of my Aunt Simone." "When the real Simone passed away last Oct. we had already set up my exit strategy." "We had taken a page from your playbook, and just planned for an inevitable truth." "And the truth is I'm sick of this place, everybody knows what happens to the bad child." "All in all, we knew the defectors would need a place to go and so we made it look like I wanted to take Interspace's malcontented and dysfunctional." "I make my fortune capitalizing on peoples need for a controlled rapid conversion experiences," She says. "And I kept the code in friendly control and no one knows, I persuaded the holy master, JOHN MILLER to hand over the power of attorney for Oraca to me."

                I look up again and before I even taste my soup, the original six converts from the airport float out of a mist. Lights are turned up and we're informed Gretchen is required to put out another proverbial blaze in Malaysia. Another ashram was bombed and it was done by another new convert. Gretchen leaves me to ponder my dinner alone. Wow. I wonder what's for dessert?

The Edge of the World

                   Again my apologies to those of you readers who had not anticipated the blogs sudden turn into a serial novella.

                   None of the converts are willing to talk to me but I am directed into a lavish dining room decked out with an interior of a mountain cloud forest. As much as I've always loved orchids and humidity the lush environs reminded of the horrible wars that have plagued the third world. As I looked up into the interior dome I see the fading glimmers of the dying sun peaking through the domed ceiling.

                   Gretchen is already seated at an intimate corner table. As I approach her I again start to sense that raw genius that had drawn me to her in the previous century. She wore her trademark sweater and I felt strangely at ease. I think I am hearing her thoughts. I will have gone through decades of therapy to eliminate my private insanity of "Kriyas." The popularization of alternative medicines has made such sufferings treatable. But I realize this time it's not me. Gretchen is telepathically pinging me. I chose to keep those skills unpublished with the hope of protecting the general public from the dangers of mind abuse. It had been years since I had used this form of communication and generally for all the so called psychics, none of them were any good at it. Only my teacher and his secretary seemed to get the subtle humor that comes with real psychic intimacy.

                   But now Gretchen was here with all my favorite macro biotic dishes. I felt her warmth for the first time since we had finished our "Mutual Profiling" app that was to be the cornerstone of both of our future web industries. I had been a real pig to demand un hackable security. That made it necessary to take it ultimately to hard copy, which won me awards for documentary writing. But she had been left with only the unfinished web designs. She did get to keep all the advancements in secure fire walling, but that was all her's anyway. Coding on the computer isn't my thing. But now I'm hearing her voice, in MY head.

                  So I thought "I'm game," and as I sat down and was drinking in the fragrance of the meal, I imagined saying, "Que Pasa?"

                  "GET ME OUT OF HERE!" as loud as if she were using words. I paused to pull my chair in and looked back at her to my left, and thanked her for the hospitality. Her eyes twinkled but there is still the hint of stress behind her notorious self control. We knew each other very well. We not only supported each other through our friendship but had also been the first two humans to beta test the mutual profiling assays. The success of our programs were in their usability.

                   "Gretchen, you know Gunter is probably having the whole of Interpol scour the globe trying to find me right now, don't you know?" She assures me that Gunter has been informed and that I would be spending the night with her, and that I was her guest. She clarified that there was much I had not been told.

The GOD CODE (Soul Craft)

                 We are working issues difficult and hard to decode. I'm studying things way out of my scope of understanding. I don't quite understood my fascination with difficulty. (Empty Yang / Flying Sickness?) Maybe it's a childhood fantasy of wanting to study books and subjects beyond my capacity. A master to none.

                 Studying the relations between Health, The Body, The Mind and The Questionable Existence of a "SOUL," means bridging language gaps left to us by cultures and societies never well understood. Heavily segmented languages are everywhere. Enter: The Coding Density Threshold.

                Human longing is one of these bottomless potentials. My work studying and documenting the dynamics of Shifting Opinion Biases, (personal and public) means I'm taking social risks. Religion is a sensitive issue for everyone. Don't belabor the facts. Measuring the copying errors in histories of influence, tradition and communications, traces the emergent changes in our shared evolving languages. Every time new languages and skill sets emerge into our rapidly changing society, new lines of influence and language shape these emerging new cultures. New institutions of learning are constantly being established often supplanting other perfectly good reading traditions. Languages, just like people have a limited shelf life. A healthy distaste for nostalgia is as well reenforced by collectively painful memories.

                 On the other extreme, The Luddites were the Loom Smashers of the early Victorian Industrial Society. Rebelling against innovations in industrial technology, Luddites thought they were protecting their jobs in the textiles industries which were rapidly becoming mechanized. There are many ways in which our society changes faster than we do as individuals. Religion too is very old, becoming new again.

                 Similarly, the changing of spiritual technologies is also very real. They are here and now. Old beliefs die hard. Spirit Tech is potentially very lucrative business. Spiritual Technologies are here to stay. "Soulcraft" may not yet be a brand name (That I know of. ) And I hope that "Soulcraft" will never be reducible to a bottom line. The fact that there is, supposedly no such thing as a "Soul" spares it from ever getting zoned as Real Estate. But here we enter into tax code. I could declare my church mail box holy ground and get tax shelter, which I neither need, want or deserve.

                 So if I am to be honest and ask, "What is the GOD CODE?" (Language Definition)
I am asking a million dollar question to the elephant in the room, "What are we doing here?" We discover a huge language barrier. The elephant doesn't want to play dumb. Pain points and aggressive tactics only work so long. We are confronting transforming cultural and religious boundaries. The spirit can not be duped. As people we look for guidance, structure and meaning. The evolved person sees past themselves and disregards arbitrary limits. "We are no longer alone." For whom do we speak? I ask.

What Isn't Getting Said

                         Wikipedia has very limited documentation on palmistry. I'm especially impressed by it's call for a "consensus." There is an absence of accounting for the variability of different traditional schools of interpretation. The "Void of Content" is a proof of the gap between practice and philosophy, dooming the dialog to mutual disagreement. No real attempt has been made to analyze "Opinion Biases." The notion of "Pseudoscience" is often flagged, promoting the usual propaganda about "Cold Reading." The prospect of uneducated (misinformed?) guessing is blamed for the untrustworthy analysis of data by "psychics." WOW! I must confess that I have always sympathized with these types objections to palmistry. But my intention is to embrace a "Complementarity" because, I WANT INFORMATION. Not simplistic generalizations, pro or con. (Chinese Medical Diagnostics use a Dialectical Analytic for the Statistics of large scale Variability.) {The expected utility of the proposed quantum computing will be able to handle the larger scale calculations of facial recognition software and all of these other Nth order multi variate statistics.} Will our minds be able to keep up with these very reasonable requests for information?

                         I've made a few basic assertions, like the four propositions of "The Para Psychological Method."(#1. A PERSON"S GUESS IS ALWAYS BETTER THAN ODDS WOULD ALLOW, April 23rd, 2013) Which though deceptively simplistic, may prove to be the only way I can prove the falsifiability of the pre-eminent concept of "pseudo-science." (The concept of "pseudoscience" does not rise above it's own deductive criteria of "non-falsifiability." The concept proof of "pseudoscience" is in itself is, "pseudoscientific" in this most arbitrary way. It proves itself wrong by it's own absolute over generalization.)

                         The dialog on the subject of "Opinion Bias," has for too long been dominated by this abuse of censorship, "Subtext." This is most often carried out through the subterfuge of an elite spiritually abusive few, controlling the dialog by deciding what is allowed to be said. This is how arguments are politically polarized by partisan religion, and pretentiously dogmatic belligerent science. We are often silenced by mockery. Cloistered with baseless viral statements, memes and party lines, our healthy survival instincts are being used against us, negating our will to communicate.  We become shy introverts. Of those of us with the intelligence to form personal opinions, we are marginalized. For instance, I find myself wondering if I haven't lost all of the Russian readers to the weight of politically expedient popular biases. The web has been criminalized in many countries. It may simply not be possible for me to reach those thousand plus readers who may never be able to come back to reading this blog. It may be too late and there isn't much I can do.

                         But as this book is ultimately designed to be re-drafted into a hard copy. Hopefully if and when, the book may prove "The True Hoax," (May 23rd, 2013). My book may still become accessible. I am going to continue to alternate the documentation of pertinent information with these occasional narratives. This may make my own subtext more approachable.

                         With advancement into "Eye Training," "Ear Training" and "Voice Training," (and hopefully "Touch Training," if and when we get the time for this most basic of diagnostic resource,) you yourself will be able to more clearly identify Biases, Evasions and "SUBTEXT." I had originally planned to use the notion of subtext as a way to describe unspoken, often unintentional behavior which precludes and substitutes for communication. To Go Where Words Dare Not Enter  (July 14th, 2013) & DIPLOMATIC IMMUNITY  (June 28th, 2013) Good luck and best wishes. If you have been able to read between the lines, I'm trying to say much that I prefer to leave to you, the readers to figure out for yourself, in your own good time. You may have already noted my bias and "Subtext."

Turning to Face Your Sensitive Boundaries

                                                 

             Let's take a closer look at how we see each other.  First, whatever boundaries we experience between us: Space, Time, Gender, Politics or Religion, we experience boundaries of separation as uncertainties. Whether we acknowledge it or not differences are important. Bias is not always a bad thing. Quote from the "Book of Changes," "If we want to compress something, we must first let it fully expand." (#38 hexagram for Opposition/Polarity)

             So, Now let's look at that boundary, which for all purposes is impenetrable and impervious to our desire. It may be a barrier paper thin like the distance between two hands touching yet always separate. Now instead of seeing these boundaries on edge, separating subjects of inquiry, let's turn now to face our boundaries as what they really are. What do we see? The Plane of Separation becomes Mutual Points of Contact. Our walls can become windows, Our doors become bridges. But to where? And to what end? To whom will we get to encounter? By definition it is the "Other." That which we may avoid, we can also seek.

              Hence when I encounter your sensitive boundaries, I would like to be able to be sensitive with you. This is the essence of intuitive sensitivity. Receptivity is a two edged sword. Sometimes it's none of my business what you may think, feel or want from me personally. I believe that for anyone who has the stamina and fortitude to apprehend the totality of others, we choose to let credit go to others for their worthiness. Why waste your time? Most real psychics don't want validation. We are quite happy to go unmolested. (And now for Meta Modeling)

              I've been borrowing heavily from other unrelated disciplines; Math, Physics and Science. As an example of analogous mapping for comparative modeling we see anything can be used as a metaphor of something else. (Everything is a metaphor.) Quite interestingly as a kind of reverse homomorphism the thing we are projecting onto reflects back. Loosely we can speak of feedback. I like the notion of a mirror agent which simply responds. But I'm getting little ahead of myself.

             But very much to the point, let's talk about the scientific jargon that has bled through into a language of metaphor to become the bastard property of the new age scams. Picking up "VIBRATIONS." And what about those vibrations we call color. I don't want to I hear one more person tell me what color my "AURA" is supposed to be. One of these most profound applied metaphors is the actual diagnosable vibes of reflex "Twitches" and Twitch Cycles. Our bodies are tuned to cycles, waves, pulses, rhythms, tempos. And yes, even waves within waves, actual twitches. Obvious sensitivities we experience together in touch, listening and watching. Observing twitches are a fertile ground for observing others being observed. Vibes, like style is something that can't be faked, it can only be imitated. Please, tact everyone, tact.

Magical Prayer Medicine (2)

                  Here we have more of these art constructs made from the silver charm offerings to Jesus, Mary or the Saints and Martyrs. These were collected from church altars of Mexico. We have little legs, arms, hearts, ears, eyes and other assorted symbols of the various concerns and gratitudes for prayers already answered or yet to be fulfilled. These demonstrations of love show faith in God.

SOME PEOPLE ARE VERY DIFFERENT, VERY DIFFERENTLY {Rule #3}

                                         


         How different are some people?   Enter: The Interest Based Learning; 

         For the love of what we can learn, and for those with whom we learn; I dedicate this bitter sweet love poem.

         As children we sometimes embark on journeys that take our whole lives.  As children we are at times maturing too quickly, and we may be forced to be better adults than our own parents or teachers. Beginners luck and innate talent sometimes adds to this pain and chaos of prodigy. Were you a wonderkid? Were you too an heir to the madness of inspiration, melancholy or genius?  "Mother don't let your children grow up to be artists." In examining different people and personal differences,  I've found that you don't have to be a genius per se in order to be absolutely brilliant about something.  In fact if you want to find out how smart someone can be, look at how a person deals with what they love, with that which is most sacred to them. Boom.

         I believe that almost everyone is exceptional in someway.  Everyone is normal in this way,  diversity is the great equalizer.  Anyone can be an outlier. (Wish I wanted to go into the math at this point.  But I don't. More on the Math, Statistics and Systems analysis later.)

         Looking for and finding your singularly distinguishing identifier is the only reason I can justify taking up to $60.00 bucks an hour for consultations and much more for parties, classes, therapy and/or conferences. I may be selling myself short again because I know how much the title of psychic or healer has been exploited.  My teacher once said, "Would you trust anyone who wanted to be a psychic?"  (paraphrased;  from 1980)   Just like a politician, "You would have to be insane and/or corrupt." But then again you might worry about anyone who risks confronting overwhelming odds or opposition.  Why would anyone ever "want" to suffer the rejection of being this different?

          So how different is different?  Or as a reluctant genius once said, "What is normal?" I think the point my friend made is, "Normal compared to what?" But I believe my friend was rebelling against the tyranny of enforced mental health and the way we are expected to compete for the status of being "designated" as Mentally Ill.  He's maybe right that everyone is sick in some way or another, but I still think he just didn't like seeing himself as being different or exceptional. But he is. And that's beside the point. I wasn't saying he isn't crazy I just was siting the statistics which can identify peculiar and deviant behaviors.

          If my friend had been respected as a child and had not been beaten into just another muscle stud with illusions of normalcy, maybe he would be less critical of my reasonable deviance from being normal.   Blah, Blah,...Blah.  That's not even the point. The question is how do we measure being different.  "Very differently."  This is where the process is academic.  I've been avoiding these technicalities. Please forgive me, there will be plenty of time for modeling and mapping diagrams latter. But first, let's look at some normal differences.
    
          At this point I would like to enumerate four "Styles of Evasion." Each usually unintentional.

              1.  Active deception, Showing Off, Lying, Phonyness, Bragging, Exaggeration, Hyperbole,  etc.
              2.   Spacing out, Ignorance, Disengagement, Withdrawal, Omission, Vagueness, Aloofness, etc.
              3.   Condescension, Put downs, Dismissal,  Negations, Passive Aggression, etc.
              4.  Over Compartmentalization, Inaccessibility, Burnout, Over Conscientiousness etc.

          You probably recognize any or all of these evasions in yourself and or others.  Some more than others.  I'm showing the ways we confront or avoid the stresses of uncertainty. When in doubt, our learned styles of evasion take over.  Here's a little Meta Formally Logical diagram to demonstrate;

                                                                    2. Spacing Out
                                                         1. Lying       +      3. Condescension
                                                                    4. Burnout

          At the center of this diagram are the uncertainties we all can evade, just in our own distinctive ways. You will notice the symmetry and the two axis of polarity. Openness to common uncontrolled uncertainties is a mark of a truly open person. It is almost impossible to be open all the time. We have evasions hardwired into our survival instincts. The next time you see someone being evasive, consider the source. They/We may be feeling vulnerable.

          The two axis are; Horizontally,  Positive Misrepresentation of fact on the left side and the Negative Misrepresentation of emotions on the right side. {Building oneself up / Putting someone else down}  
                                       Vertically, The Passive Evasion of taking responsibility at the top and the Active Evasions from uncontrolled irresponsibility on the bottom. {Under Attentive Naivete' versus Over Invested Obsession}

          No point in making a big deal about the why we all behave this way, even if the emergence of this kind of soul symmetry is more than many of you are going to be willing to accept. Just know that when we evade, we use energy. And that any real sensitive will know it. Show a little empathy. This is where I get to show a little tact.

I Am The Art Of Living Fiction

                   Where are we right now? Am I writing about the past, or am I again living in the future writing about the present? Long ago I had planted these seedlings of human understanding, and I've gotten to see them grow into mighty trees of great wisdom and beauty, and they are about to bare fruit. But I must travel back into the future in order to catch those fruits which are exclusively mine, no one else will even know what to do with them. I must hurry up and wait. I am sorry that I can't make any promises. I've already committed myself to a time that may never come to be. I live for the pleasure of a life I will not survive to enjoy. How can I ever be your's when I belong to the adoring universe alone?

                  The Art of Living Fiction has claimed my soul, I no longer am just another separate individual. I am a dream not remembered until it is too late. A dream of ghosts and shadows, a dream of promise and wonder, about a place we've never been to. But we go there none the less, like we been there together so many times before. What are these words heard echoing in our ears, in our hearts, in the comfort of that restful bottom that is your shell? Why do these words still resonate with a lesson only barely grasped, but is fully understood?

                  Let us imagine a Guardian Fellowship, a community of Patrons. (I see the vacuum that is created by jailing so much of the Adult Black Male Public, generally for nothing more than three time drug offenses, is totally disruptive to the upbringing of the next generation.) We need our adult male role models. Integrity is accountability. People need to know who to trust. It can be very difficult to know who is really in command. By training in a reputable body building gym, I get to see the subtle dynamics of male socialization. That I'm also 58, I'm also respected very well for my sincere efforts and outstanding results, I'm a pretty good guy. Have I said, "Everybody needs love?" (Repeatedly! #4th Rule of the Para Psychological Method) There are a lot of Christian body builders. We all share a love for good living and hard work, I really appreciate sober living. And taking good care of myself helps with my recovery issues. All in all a good deal for me, and I always try to support the general welfare of our sub cult of the body. It is said, "Hexagram #13, "BOOK OF CHANGES" Fellowship with men in the open, "Unites the wills of all under heaven."

A PERSONS GUESS IS ALWAYS BETTER THAN ODDS WOULD ALLOW

                                     
Table for the Four Rules of the Para Psychological Method:   In the order of their proposition;

 1st.    A PERSONS GUESS IS ALWAYS BETTER THAN ODDS WOULD ALLOW. 

          {1965}
 2nd.   EVERYONE HAS BLIND SPOTS AND EVERY ONES BLIND SPOTS ARE DIFFERENT.               {1980}
 3rd.    SOME PEOPLE ARE VERY DIFFERENT, VERY DIFFERENTLY. 

          {1993}
 4th.    EVERYBODY NEEDS LOVE.

          {2007}

        These truisms might be hard to prove or disprove, but the data that can be used to analyze these assertions are fruitful and exemplify the diversity of statistical tools and resources at my fingertips.

         I was 9 yrs. old (1966) when I proposed the first one. Growing up in one of the best school districts in So. Calif. the parents of my chums were brilliant. Our schools were chosen for us on the basis of academic promise.  So when I proposed to prove the 1st. proposition by guessing at cards shuffled randomly from across a room, Mrs. "X" said that the Monte Carlo Method of calculating odds was tailor made for this kind of a test.  Here's where things got strange and out of hand.
     
         Guessing just the number; Ace, Deuce, three, all way up now through ten, Jack,  Queen or King, young Rusty started guessing way too many right. We had him wearing a black cloth blindfold with cotton under his eyes. 1st Rusty had guessed only 6 or 7 right, within a reasonable margin of error. Then he over 10 guessed correctly out of the whole deck, it didn't stop there. Then Rusty guessed over 15 right. He then managed to get 36 out of 52 cards right. Rusty was a very bright kid, but there is still no justifiable explanation. Suffice it to say, Mrs. "X" made us stop playing that game and made us go outside to play. I realized early on that as absurd as these results were, for me it had proved 2 very important points. 1st,  My primary assertion might have been right, and to add even more evidence, I had also made a profound intuitive leap. A persons guess may indeed be better than odds would allow. But when? And why? Was my beginners luck to hold up?

         I'll get to "Everyone's Blind Spots" next.   Also a bonanza of statistical "Magic."  This is even more interesting from an analytical perspective. In the same way that different people see color differently,  we also have preferences that skew our tastes and perspectives away from or toward unique awarenesses that can obscure other sensitivities.  This whole notion of personal bias arose from my observations about people often having no awareness of things they've come to ignore, deny, disbelieve and/or avoid.  One of the most extreme cases I've seen was a man who believed that the change of seasons was resulting from the earth moving closer to the sun. He even made an elliptical calendar like a race track around an off centered sun. Nothing could get him to look at the angle of the sun or at the January summer in Rio De Janeiro. I have even had a Astrophysics Professor who insisted the tides only come in and go out once a day. I do live in a land locked state.

          What is most significant about this variability of perspective isn't just right or wrong but the way nature insists that we see things very differently. Yes. Signature and fingerprint, by 24, I started using this basic assertion as a Systems Analysis for the Transformative Medium of Shifting Opinion Biases. As we learn, our perspectives can change.  In my short life of 57 yrs. I've gone from mocked for my views on Alternative Medicine to being grilled by doctors and medical professionals for my secrets.  They all want to know how I dragged myself back from the edge of the grave and what I do professionally.  I've learned not to try to persuade people.  As my Christian Scientist Grandmother would say, "A man convinced against his will is of the same opinion still." Go Granny. (She would also say things like, "Know the truth." But that often was just her obstinate denial of hard reality.)

          This is particularly important when understanding human perceptual barriers.  This observational science of the perceptual differences necessitates honesty, subjectively for us as individuals, and also objectively as witnesses. We can hope that as these issues of personal differences of perspective can be understood, so we may be able to build better bridges for communicating between one person and another. My job is finding points of mutual access reconnecting our broken commonalities.
   
          As an expression of shared intelligence, nature makes our individual perceptions as distinctive as a fingerprint or a signature. And besides, if everyone saw everything in the same way there would be no point in lying, as any deception would be obvious. Hence there would be nothing to learn from understanding peoples personal evasions. (More on Styles of Evasion and deception later as we examine further personal differences and the extremes and outliers in the next chapter.)

Conflicted Feelings About Charismatics

                            "LAUGHING JESUS" by June "Moon" Hanson,  <junemoon.com>

                  As a teenager, I was groomed at a Charismatic Clinic for televangelism. I was stationed in a Bible seminary for Teen Challenge. Not only was I sent to this amazing institution of Pentecostal learning, but they also sent me off on Christian yacht parties and overnight stays in the homes of influential contributors. For those of you not acquainted with the "Gift of Tongues," "The Invocation of the Holy Spirit" or "The Comforter," the Pentecostalists sometimes called it "TALKING IN TONGUES." The "Holy Ghost" was supposed to be a kind of universal translator from the First Century A.D.

                  Most Holy Rollers spout very liberating gibberish when they go into this kind of spiritually induced rapture. Non the less, they are practicing very real spiritual technologies. Those hymns, prophesies and religious ecstasies are very real for the worshipers, and are loosely described as communications from God, to be interpreted by the pastor or a designated lay person. I do owe an immense credit to Charismatics for teaching me about the strengths, falsehoods and traps of Charm and Charisma. I have a burden of responsibility that follows me everywhere today. (Even at 58, I feel very sensitive to the inevitable sexual tensions that results from me taking the initiative to express myself as a real Entertainment Medium.)

                  The only reason I was given such access at that age, was because at that time I was the only teenager in Teen Challenge and I had never been a hard drug user or felon. Convicts and criminals could spend one year in Teen Challenge for every four years that they would have otherwise had to spend in prison. One year of sitting on a pew in prayer, for four years in prison might seem like a deal, but many prisoners did just turn around and go straight back to prison. That much forced religion is a kind of cruel punishment for most people. I loved my time in Teen Challenge, but I had been dumped there by a corrupt foster parent Evangelist. (Pentecostalist) And the fact that most of the church leaders were all ex convicts themselves, did add to the criminal appeal of these charismatic leaders. I was already much too acutely aware of the spiritual abuses of religious hypocrisy. Knowing that "my" God would not want me to be just another blind spiritual leader, I chose to abandon the pretense of spiritual authority and privilege. Instead of pursuing a career in the ministries, I escaped to Oregon and got a job in an industrial nut dehydrator plant. Otherwise I would have been forced back into a group home institution for unwanted teen foster boys. And I knew I could do a better job caring for myself than the state was doing. But I do believe there is something positive about practicing ritual expressions of rapture, I just don't believe in exploiting other people's faith. I do believe that when Christians speak of Charismatics, they are talking literally about a kind of very persuasive universal language.

The Valley of Death ~ Fear and Denial

                   Working in a community of alternative medicine has meant facing up to the abuses and exploitation of people's faith. When it comes to facing the inevitable, most people are chicken, and that especially includes the soothsayers and purveyors of false hope. This is not entirely bad. Most of us have a very low threshold of tolerance for the hardships of human life. I have never had that problem myself and so I always try to stay positive, usually at horrible expense to myself. I've been blessed with an essentially positive temperament, which demands sensitivity of me.

                   There are times when I crave the sober honesty of those who do not share my gentleness. But we aren't talking about me here. We must look to the value of such sober truthfulness in the face of hardship. Will I lie to you? No. But neither do I corrupt a future timeline with negativity or criticism. Because I generally never take money, I am free to tell the truth without attitude or condemnation. I do not envy my fellow practitioners their difficulty. I simply choose to mind my own business where ever possible. My abiding love for people and humanity protects me from any pretense of authority. Unlike the standard diagnosticians of the alternative medicines, I make accurate prognosis without the drama of unrealism. I personally believe that false hope is an inevitable human vulnerability.

                    Whenever I am judged and reviled for knowing the truth about what is going to happen, I rarely take issue with opinion biases. Much of my best work has yet to find verification. And so it would be disrespectful and arrogant for me to presume that I can tell someone anything that would attack their bias. My research says most emphatically, "That's not my responsibility." One of the most profound and bizarre paradoxes is peoples emotional attachments to their biases of fear, belief and expectation. It has never been my goal to lead, pursued, preach or pander. The software speaks for itself. That's why I've invested so much time into preparing for a future, in documentary form, that other potentially gift readers might enjoy. Blind reading to an unknown sacred audience for me has become the ultimate expression of a secular faith. For all of you with a vision for creating a shared future, we've come to see how steep the slope into a new reality has become. Don't misunderstand, I'm not in doubt about all the good that is going to happen for everyone, and even for a few of us.

                     I'm merely suggesting that knowing the future comes with a price. As always thank you for your time and attention. I wish you could see what I see. (And yeah, though I walk through the valley of death, I will fear no evil.)

The Fine Art of Speaking Out

                     One would have to be oblivious not to notice the effect of speaking out. This I believe is the key to understanding the Fine Art of Speaking Out. Get used to speaking without feedback. If you want to earn respect, first seek understanding. {"May god grant me the gift to know how others see me."}

                     Let's look at the dissemination of information, as influence. My teacher once said, "Communication is not a two way street." He was talking about how speaking, writing and art are all forms of communication. This in no way ignores the importance of watching, listening and learning. He was just talking about the power of communicating "to" others. Important distinction. Everyone today is told that their voices matter. This is true. Just notice how people react when we speak out. But we are also mistakenly expected to always be listening and nothing could be more wrong. Being expected to always be listening is censorship, pure and simple. The right of refusal demands that we just say no to being forced into silence. Saying no to being told when to listen is communication. It is a right of assertion. Being able to say "No" is an affirmation. "It is the privilege of wisdom to listen." Not the obligation. ("It is the wisdom of privilege that makes me have to speak out." Just say No!)

                     Example; Self expression is often just selfish, often achieving nothing. The bad child expects to be heard. How do we respectfully handle a BAD CHILD, "L'enfant Terrible'." Listening can only go so far. We have to make ourselves heard for the child's protection. At a certain point if our communication fails, sooner or later reality intervenes. Consequences are real. The world communicates "for us," and it doesn't have to listen to us or our trivial complaints. To the contrary. The charge potential is with the communication, along with the responsibility of asserting ones self. I'm not saying that honesty is easily understood, much less unpunished. But I am telling you that you may have come wanting to listen. Hopefully it's because you care. If you do listen I hope you wont be wasting your time. That is the power of communication. You have the right of refusal, tell me when you are not listening.

                   The power that a good communicator exudes is really hot. Power sucks like a vacuum. "All things gravitate towards power. Especially "POWER"." Power is the lifeline of information, and communication is the currency. Putting my research out here for people to read is like sticking my tongue into a light socket while having wet feet grounding me to a metal floor, it's shocking. The hostility can just pour in. I think it is flattery when people stoop to condescend.

                    Reading is a fine art because it involves communicating. One way. Like a good painting by someone who is dead, art communicates to you. Art doesn't care about your comments. Art doesn't listen. If I let myself get bogged down by what someone is trying to say to me, I loose the ability to communicate honestly. I don't need or want validation. I need the protection of being free of distracting expectations, other peoples opinions can often be very oppressive. Censorship is mockery. Feedback is often good for business, but it can be very bad for the free flow of uninhibited expressions of faith, whatever they may be. It should be your right to decide for yourself whether or not you are going to be listening to anything.  

                    Please forgive me for being as honest as I know how to be. This is not another semantics argument. Thanks again if you are able to be receptive to what I'm writing about. If you are reading this, I will predict that you too will be called upon to have to speak out as the authority of your own rights. Good luck on knowing your own sacred receptive audiences. They can be hard to find. People should never be expected to listen. We deserve to be rightfully inspired, and for only the right reasons, at our own choosing. Otherwise the only reason we should have to listen to people who don't listen to us is because we may need to protect ourselves from those who are dis-informed themselves. Usually a person who can "not" listen with you, has had their own boundaries violated by someone else exploiting them, by censoring their need for free expression. (More on the linguistics of violated boundaries later.) Find your voices. What you have to say can be beautiful, and it should be a privilege to get to listen to you.

Just Another Day In The Future Apr. 14th 2014

Futuristic Spiritual Technicians work changing the practices of popular alternative medicine.                   

                   Thursday April 23rd, 2031  I get my usual wake up call, I have to get ready for my 10 o'clock conference link with the board of InterSpace. They are having problems with their best web designers getting brainwashed by a competing cult called Oraca. Interspace has been patenting applications for re-socialization web modules, helping people with re-invention. Oraca is taking credit for the critical criminal science features for the software because of a supposed copyright infringement on Oraca's claim to the "Confidence Game." <Patent Pending> It is the intellectual property that they claim was an invention of their leader, John Miller. However their selective desensitization reprograming looks suspiciously a lot like a cross between EST and Scientology. Their only real claim to intellectual property was their dialectical "Diagrammar" of meta speak, a brilliant coup on the order of an endless source of intelligently marketable gibberish. The amazing logic of this synthetic language is it's fluidity and thus, it provides Oraca with the perfect medium for self branding.

                    I feel a certain allegiance with the geeks at Inter Space. They were instrumental to the final collation of my "The Johnson Method." The patent courts wouldn't give me credit for the decades of research that went into my Psychic Personality Inventory Battery and Assay Matrices. They insisted that I hadn't invented the calculus of variation. So it took InterSpace's top team of scientists, lawyers and software engineers to produce a distinctive coding for my otherwise very ordinary looking data profiling systems. But I was the one who designed the first Mutual Profiling App using Signature Physiognomy, Biometrics and Alternative Medical Diagnostics derived from the ancient practices of palmistry, handwriting analysis and Chinese Medicine. Plus a whole parcel of other related spiritual technologies. Who would have thought that all that old wine could be repackaged in new bottles, (spirit tech) and that it would become so profitable. I did. I did.

                   I am flooded with dread, I'm not looking forward to this video conference. I know I'm going to be asked to go to Oraca and extract those helpless web designers. They won't really want to leave the cult anyways. They are opposed to apologizing to Interspace. Robbed of their pet projects in Personal Re-Socialization Apps, they're never going apologize. Plus they have been so corrupted by Oraca's Confidence Gaming style Meta Speak, that they're doomed to being virtually unemployable anywhere else except maybe back at InterSpace. But the board at InterSpace is demanding public apology. So the first thing I should have to do is to get my working relations at Inter Space to own up to their exploitive profit sharing scams and the bad faith that caused these young wizards of the code to jump ship in the first place. Those web designers had good reason to defect to the enemy camp. The pay isn't much better at Oraca, but at least over there they are treated like actual comrades. Even if it is just standard "Confidence Game," I so want to go back to sleep. But I better start packing for Belgium. These webbies aren't going to free themselves. 

Symbol Identification and the Packaging of Meaning (+)

                   My propositions on Art as Pre Language are the result of my analysis of Symbol Identification. What we call language is culture. Data is transferred by packaging meaning, we use Symbols for Identification. Those little encapsulated cellular partitions that we put on what we want to say, make for separate data chunks, sometimes we can even use just a number to designate the desired message we want to communicate. Each little package should have it's own intended address. Art is also a communicating Social Medium and I still say, "Art may predate language as the first symptom of a sentient (Self Aware) "Man."

                    In order to make sure that this message gets to the right readers I need to make sure my writing is good enough to be interesting for a discriminating audience. Art is an Object Oriented Language. It is central to a well executed inquiry into the social dynamics of influence. The dissemination of new information requires that I get to the point. Directly. It is language that is, by technical subject, heavily sub sectioned. The essentials of language are always reducible by symbol, Prime Roots. Tracing the origins of a word or symbol is like factoring a composite number.

                  The rarified awarenesses I use is as a professional psychic. This has brought to me accept things like basic moral sensibilities and our own individual critical sensitivities. I'm now able to name many of these things for which there were no names. Giving voice to this immense body of research, perfectly qualifies me to found a "GUARDIAN FELLOWSHIP." The overwhelming majority of what I've written to date will not make sense until it is already accepted by many other reputable independent researchers that will probably know nothing about me or my work. Therefore because I've invested so much of my time documenting these finding without any backing, I will get to see the transformative influences of these newer languages as they first emerge, just as I am predicting. Because of the huge scale of these of problem sets, any presumptions on my part at this time are a pointless waste of time. The greater content is well getting done, and in a very timely fashion.

                 For my work to now arrive at it's new required destination, I must design the perfect symbolic packaging. If I can't recognize what this is, then I'm wasting time. I believe, that with effort, a personally meaningful symbol can be packaged with the clarity of a perfect family jewel. I would hope that ultimately, the nature of my work will become as easy to read as a beautiful painting, with all the lyrical and narrative expressiveness of the experience clearly rendered by art.

                   Cyclical Maturation, Sensitive Emotional Boundaries, Changing Personal and Public Opinion Biases: All of these things will be much better understood and the languages of Self Defined Social Boundary Definitions will become much more common place. Social Intelligence will start to catch up with technology. Re Socialization will become a form of recreation, normal for everyone without any of the inconvenience of having to use the internet. People will want to enjoy the quality of their lives for the true symbolic value of what living can mean to each and everyone of us.

                   Symbol Identification will largely take the place of status in dating and business because without the necessary symbol "Code," people will simply remain anonymous. Packaging message communications will help to relieve this backlog of unexpressed feelings and perceptions as well as unexpressed expectations. I know this sounds like hear say at this point, but it wouldn't be a good prediction if I only told you what you already think. Watch for improvements in peoples assertiveness.

Penetrating Divine Illumination ~ A Real Class act

                  The "Penetrating Divine Illumination" cannot be taught and yet it is the means by which all real healing happens. Teacher said, "Understanding is what brings about healing." In the book, "THE WEB THAT HAS NO WEAVER" Understanding Chinese Medicine, by Ted J. Kaptchuk, he shares the challenges that come from the life's study of the Chinese medical philosophy. After all the academic diagnostics comes the metaphysics. Being a totally hardcore basket case myself, I learn and did everything backwards. I learned IRON SHIRT before I ever tried Tai Chi. I find Chinese Herbs entirely unworkable and bad for non Asians. I secretly loathe Astrology and chart readers as amateur hacks. And I desperately crave the spontaneous sensibility of the more formless "Spirit Techs." I find most of my fellow practitioners clumsy and pedestrian in their love of the "Pay for Pray" therapeutic intervention models. All in all, I am more than a little saturated. And I have never picked up acupuncture needle one. My tool of choice, (and my poison if you like) is the all penetrating "Needle of Intellect" alone. As you can imagine I am loved and hated.

                  Being the Master Meta Physician means, I've already gotten the work done before the person ever signs up for an appointment. Not good for business. If someone wants to pay me, they have to put the money in my hand, with warmth. The laying on of hands, (and I can assure you it works) is something I wont put a price on. {I'm so tired of having people burst into tears just because I like making people feel good.} How do I charge for a few moments of tenderness and respect, especially when I don't need the money?

                  I really should open a "Spiritual Clown College" if only that I know what it feels like to be completely misunderstood while lifting everyone's mood appreciably, usually solving peoples real undiagnosed personal and social physical health problems. People in my line of work avoid reading my blogs at any cost, as a way of trying to shield themselves from me. And yet when one of my friends or fellow practitioners needs to get someone out of a cult or a bad relationship, my skills of extraction are required. I'm glad to know that I'm trusted with handling deprogramming someone in dire need. Don't get me wrong, I do love my work. I just don't like money. And as a result, most psychics (and now most alternative healthcare providers) secretly despise me. And I can't really blame them. Spirit Tech isn't supposed to be a competitive art, but even without the credentials, it's hard to beat "A Real Class Act."

Glamoury and Mindwash

                  I agonize over the exploitation of Chiromancy and Chirography. Psychic Pschmychic, what kind of non sense is this? Polarizing Subterfuge or Glamourous forbidden fruit? I remember the first time I was accused of brainwashing. I said, "You are damn right this is brainwashing." The young atheist man thought I must have a different definition for what brainwashing is. I said, "No. Brainwashing isn't always a bad thing." "I wouldn't trust anyone who wanted to be a Palmist." I said, "Would you trust anyone who wanted to be a politician?" "I know what I'm trying to do, and I don't waste your time by conflicting with you." "Politics is just politics, please don't try to get me to abandon my faith."

                  Dialectical Diagnostics; Easy to learn, Harder to explain, Impossible to believe in. This is just applied spiritual technology and secular religion. When somebody washes our mind in a good way, our mind becomes silky and manageable. "Good Faith" is Spirit! We all want to have someone we can trust. It's all too easy to distrust others who don't share our faith. If parents raised us to follow in family traditions, we "Honor our Parents" by trusting their guidance. When I show respect for your faith, I'm taking down the barriers to our communication. I won't argue or disrespect you. I just maybe wont agree. Thank you for your interest.

                  Too much of the worlds religions have become about political infighting over the exclusivity of one faith against another, one brother over another. Whatever happened to there only being "One God?" Why would I ever expect to get away with Glamoury and mindwash, you are a discriminating person. Yes, You. I won't waste your time by disrespecting what you believe. Please don't waste our time by arguing. (Holy Spirit, Pentecost, the Gift of Tongues.)

Evaluating Statistical Distributions Reinventing the Future (+)

                   When we use personal and social variables as an analyzable form of data, we can delineate between Opposing Boundary Definitions to be able to make intelligent predictions. However we must also consider the limitations of our processing capacities. Creatively speaking, we are not to get ahead of ourselves, NEVER ASUME. We could be splitting controversial opinion biases, where everyone is looking at limited information. Understanding both extremes of an opinion is critical. Young minds may want to look ahead, (So to speak.) Old minds may be caught up in looking behind. But these too are just changing boundary definitions, also subjectively biased. Whenever we are confronted by "Projections," we may be talking fantasy, and we may be seeing the inevitable eventuality of truth. Either way, we may be sorting through a series of hypothetically asserted subjunctive speculations. If it isn't happening now, it's still uncertain. All deterministic prognostication has a confidence level that can only be ascertained through verifiable outcomes.

                    Phase states in Physics deal with this whole issue of uncertainty. Schrodinger's Cat is a famous thought experiment where a kitty in a box is trapped with a bomb set to go off when a particle with a set half life decays triggering the bomb or not. Chances are 50%/50% that the bomb goes off, determined by only the uncertainty of that one particle's decay. Until the box is opened there is no way of knowing if the cat still lives or not. As a reduction of the "Phase State" of that subatomic uncertainty of that said particle, this makes for a "Phase State" which includes both the bomb and the cat. Erwin Schrodinger was a proponent of the classical physics of wave mechanics and had suggested that resulting (Reductionist) phase state don't matter. The cat is obviously either dead or alive when the box is opened. He'd say, "There must be some way to predict outcomes, using Classical Physics." The quantum theorists (Heisenberg and others) proved how sub atomic particle states are a statistical probability only, and therefore anything under the control of these uncertainties will also be subject to the very same "Statistical Mechanics." In other words even our kitty is both alive and dead simultaneously, until we check the results of this shifting uncertainty, it's reducible as simultaneous "Superposition" of states. (Shrodinger"s Cat, "Wanted Dead and Alive." Kitty isn't observing the laws of cause and effect.)

                    Steven Hawking has been quoted to say, "I don't care what the nature of reality is, I just want my experiments to work out, proving me to be correct." Much nonsense has been made of confusing this Quantum Superposition Mythos with justifications for all kinds of New Age gunk. Peddled nonsense like, "You create your own reality," and "Scarcity is an illusion" Or ,"It's all in your own head." I don't to devalue the importance of having a heathy attitude, but generally our reality is a Shared Property, and not a magical outcome of a "Superposition of Opportunity," (self fulfilling prophecies are bad medicine.)   And yes, poverty, hardship and loneliness are real. We just have to take responsibility for our own lives whether we have been dealt a "Bad Hand" or not. (Probabilities randomize personal good or bad fortune.) Blaming yourself for all the difficulties in your life is just as self defeating as is blaming everyone else. If we want to reinvent our future histories, we are in essence evaluating statistical distributions. We may not be able to always predict the future, (Much less directly create it,) but as is the case with all careers, this requires speculation, it's advisable to always be able to imagine desired possible outcomes.

                    Best of luck with your personal lives and shared fortunes.

ZENOPHILE GAMING ( + )

                  Before I get to what I feel is going to be the industry of Zenophile Gaming, I'll start with reviewing what I'm seeing from google analytics.

                  I'm considering disconnecting the analytic features on my blog. I have written far more than I could have planned and it lacks organization. Active users are limited by the parameters of optimization algorithms and I am not interested in business for it's own sake. Truth be told my writing isn't bad. I just don't care about pretenses of beliefs or success. As is the case with all of my work in investigation and research I never miss my mark. As the pro psychic, for me there are no mistakes, there is only opportunity. I have so much more to learn about writing, blogging, publishing and influence media. Yet instead of discouraged, I'm overjoyed to know where the barriers to healing our society lie. And the results are resolved in the realm of shared soul. Problems are just solutions waiting to be discovered, nothing more.

                  For now almost all of my blog traffic is going to Ukraine, for what purpose I don't know. I'd think it's for classes but the chances of that seem unlikely. They don't seem to use any google translation software. Yet the same posts are reread repeatedly, over and over again. Are "THEY" all using the same node, or is this just one person? I love a good mystery.

                 I'm also seeing google trying to link me to many other countries. But gone are the days when my blog was a test subject for the blog media moguls, obsessed with trying to figure out what I was doing. My first half year was accessed exclusively by snoopy competitive media giants, one of which was sold to became Al Jazeera America. But they may not have been interested. Then a year ago, I turned on G+. Enough about that.

                 Zenophile Gaming is a "Mutual Support System" in game form. People want to learn from each other. The only thing missing is the structure with which people can share mutual study. I can't tell you what to do, I only tell you how. I myself am overwhelmed with the shear volume of data I use to identify people during examination. Each "Reading" is as unique as the person I read. I don't want to confuse or discourage readers with the daunting challenges and responsibilities of applied spiritual technology. But practicing mutual reading techniques will become the vehicle for the mass proliferation of these said soft technologies. Asking for your sign however, may obviously tell us nothing except randomized generalities. But that's not my problem. I want you to respectfully touch each other, see and listen. Explore, experience, respectfully understand each other. Be detached, dispassionate, clinical. This works. People will tell you when to stop if you watch, listen and pay attention.

                 This is happening. Go slow. Be patient. Be sensitive. Prepare for what you learn. The walls between people are coming down, and it's falling down hardest on the people who don't want to learn. I stopped working contract personnel for large corporations because I resented popular prejudice. Even this dread I am outgrowing. The Zenophile Game is good clean fun. But don't push your luck. I don't. The Game is on.