Fringe Science

                   By studying "Echo Imprints" of the living and the dead, I'm talking to the dead and letting them speak. I love Ghost Stories. Especially the ones told by Ghosts. What I love about my job is that I actually get to go out and learn a lot. I get to try out really advanced very sophisticated alternative medicines. In a "Mutual Support System Workshops" we become the Primer. We are the textbooks. We get to study each other. As our variability is functional, we are more social. There is so much more space in our brains for studying each other then there is for studying just the self. We are designed to spend most of our time being able to follow and learn from each other. Just navigating through the physical world can be socially dynamic. Even drivers have personality.

                    I have been spending quality time with my dead family, and I really needed it. The answers seem to come to me very slowly. Yesterday I got to ask my Atheist father how he felt about me not taking money for spirit channeling and psychic reading. He had told me once, he trusted me to do what I believe is right. I don't demand payment, but I also turn away a lot of business. Self critical and forgiving, I don't have any grudges. I don't want any unfinished business either. So as the (pan) Atheist, I am still fascinated with the afterlife. I must confess, I really don't care if any one true answer can be proven more correctly than any other belief.

                    For most of us people, our Identity is often just a sense of Belonging with our family relationships. Who we are is often, who is your family. Identity is very important to our evolved senses of self. One the things that many people may object to about Bronze age Spiritual Technologies is Reincarnation, (Blurred and Fuzzy Social Identities?) Many of the most fatalistic models of Divination or Prognostication can by design be deterministic and prejudiced. Reincarnation is maybe like a reset button on finality. Without life after death, there would no point to worshipping ancestors. Or is there??????? ???????? ??????? ??????? ??????? ??????? ,,,,,,,,, ?!

                    My Mom has said, "As long as we remember someone, they are still very much alive inside of us."
                    *(This is especially good for me considering, My "Echo Imprints" of my mom are so real, and we didn't always get along so well.)

                    I'm serious about this type of fringe science, I tried it. And it works. I'm not getting better all at once but I feel much better knowing that my families haunting presences are for the most part meaningful. Look at me, the skeptic getting off on talking with the dead. Cool. Good stuff.

                    Thanx Mom, Thanx Dad, Thanx Bro. Thanx God. (I still don't believe in any of this and I do recommend this to my friends.) Along with; "Shen," "Doin, also known as Acupressure" "Eye Movement Desensitization Reprocessing, or EMDR" "Kinesiology," "Active Interval Stretching or AIS" and "Neurolinguistics or NLP," etc, Spirit Tech does have it's champions. {When does the healing stop?}

My Dad's Ghost Is Now My Friend and We Don't Believe In Ghosts

                   As I am confronted with this overwhelming burden of responsibility, I must refuse money and sex. I have asked many of my friends about this moral issue. When I saw the range of responses, I had to except the "Onus of Shame" that any real sorcerer must shoulder. My Atheist dad dreaded the inevitability of his death. But when I had asked him about what can I do in the face of such a powerful temptation, he supported me in having to make such a difficult choice. Loosing my attachment to almost everything at such an early age had only reenforced my isolation and love of poverty. My father never approved of my poverty. But that he respected my willingness to forgo revenue, is something that as of yesterday has refreshed his Imprint Echo from deep from inside of me. I get to enjoy him now more than when he was alive.

                   I don't begrudge this amazing alternative medicine of "Mediumship" but as I have said repeatedly, "I never let my Personal Biases interfere." I need to get back to updating the Cycle Models, but I find that my views on the concept of an afterlife are so radical and unpopular that I must join my father's ghost on the edge of that Arctic Riviera, "Dans Kimmel." Thanx Dad.

Repost from "The Bridge Between The Worlds" http://ppireading.blogspot.com/

Frankenputer and the Digital Zombie

                   Hi. Lest we be confused about where we are today, for the moment I have returned to my life before the fame and notoriety. I see an army of soulless defendants cueing on the edge of an event horizon we may not survive to reach. Just as the answers to all of man's problems may never be heard, I've adopted an acceptance of our possible fates more horrible than death itself. And man does not see it.

                   The sad and savage truth is that instead of preparing for the inevitable, we are distracted beyond all reason. As the months and years whip by, I see that I have been privileged to see the truth and I get to write about it. But yet my heart aches. For all my children yet to be, I apologize. I forgot all about you. When we should have been preparing, we were designing apps instead. Consumer technology is the name of the game. The sales departments are running the shop. No soul need apply.

                   My friends in the future are never able to keep up with me. They were always making it about themselves. Dreaming up that next Killer App. The thing is, people generally don't expect me to be able to love so spontaneously. My need for love is so dear to me, I learned how to talk to the dead, without even believing in them. I don't believe. My "Killer App" is reading.  And it works.Couldn't teach the machines how to do it. There is so much money just hovering in the halls but we wouldn't let them in. Our competition tried reverse engineering the P. P. I. Reader. I just got people to help me read for you. I got to change the way we use language, and I document it. The data is very pure. It's only we people who are course. Reading is easy, it's my Reading Technology that is hard. And it couldn't be copied.

                    I never meant to be a disruption. Reading Technology is just a concept whose time has come. It can be lucrative with almost no overhead compared to it's highly scalable income. This whole thing just got way out of hand. People started bootlegging intel without knowing how to use it. An actual Identity Code has to be expanded continually. The human variability is just so ripe with data. In this era of; BIOMETRICS, ERGONOMICS, Physiognomy, Genomics, (usability?) people are used to Medical Variability Analytics. Common practice now, but it sounded really dumb when I first wrote about it. The numbers have held up nicely. I am very happy I had done my homework and set a trap for myself. In my future, I would be prepared to prove that very obvious "True Hoax." It was never a hoax. I just managed to prove that our society, en mass, "Moves toward the radicalization of truth," by spreading a "Truth Rumor." People are affected by truth, and always have been. Truth is a measurable commodity, And as a resource it is a permanent eventuality. Here in the future, however, we optimists are still thought of as freaks, but if you can't pay your bills no one will. I was mostly concerned with journalistic integrity.

                    Because I have taken my time, hiding in comfortable poverty has allowed me time to study. The only reason anyone believes me now is because I told the biggest Bullshit Ghost Story. As a detective story it's a little slow. But as an influential work of Library Science, I even finally get my Pulitzer. Blah, Blah, Blah. What's important is that the work is done and that the numbers are working out. When I first wrote about this, it looked ridiculous. As we started following the line of reason we are now getting incredible resolution on the "Personal Data Variability." For the first couple of decades I wasn't understandable, not important. In the next couple of decades, I wasn't even prepared to share my time. In these last twenty years, everything just continues to come together. As hard as I have worked and studied, I've always felt as if everything is turning out just a little too well. It's O. K. for me to use what I have, I did pay a price. I am glad for being able to sometimes be aware of other peoples feelings. I have worked with many of the best. I want to be left alone.

The Nine Lives Club

                   If my research is correct then as personality formation, one of the most obvious and important personality developments is surviving near death. Generally speaking people learn to identify themselves on the basis of distinctive experiences as well as distinctive identifying characteristics. Mortality and more to the point the awareness of mortality is time sensitive.

                   So when I talk about "Nine Lives" I'm not talking about cat food. (Here in the states "Nine lives is a brand of cat food.) As someone who is crippled by manic depression my whole obsession with living is a conscious act. I have a history of dating people way out of my league. As I have learned to capitalize on my mania, I've been reminded repeatedly, crazy people aren't understood. It was not too long ago I was found wandering, starving, unbathed, catatonic, unable to speak. I've always been an especially friendly optimistic person and so now that I display no symptoms, I'm obliged to feign normalcy. Beings as hidden disabilities are the black box of medical diagnostics, it's my responsibility to explain. (Sigh.)

                   I may have to accept that I may not be able to have sex. As the guy who went 15 yrs. not touching any one after my divorce, I must confess, mental illness isn't pretty. Even if people can't see what I am doing, Psychic Reading is viewed as very glamorous when done with a realistic eye for rational humility.

                   "Mental Illness is not a competitive sport," I said to another one of my surviver friends. My Nine Lives Club is an elite group that most people are fortunately excluded from. But as the ultimate outsider I have responsibilities that greatly exceed my audience. Everyone is responsible for themselves, but I am excluded from the hallowed halls of business lest I choose to storm the gates directly.

                    Statistics have always been my friend as long as I don't turn them back on myself. I don't know If I'm going to have the energy to explain. Fearing death for me isn't the same issue it is for most people, but I'm still not qualified to judge.

Brief

                    I don't know how you are doing this but many of you are accessing the pivotal documents. Of my most accurate documentations there is informational overload and undertow. Welcome to my world.

                    I'm sorry. I have been so busy with my research and business modeling that I've been unavailable to keep up with documenting my work on Cycle Models that we use as psychics and diagnosticians. Simplicity is fundamental but that doesn't make it easy. Read on my wonderful friends.

Questions About Malware

                   There is someone who is presently using a "Freenode" as a traffic source, I like the fact that you are a reader. But there is a strong chance, if this is the same person who has been accessing my blog through other questionable traffic sources, I hate to loose you to the possibility your not on the level. Fortunately, I never intended to prevent the free use of my work for the time being. As long as I don't try to check the "source" of your active and routine contact with my blog, no harm is done. I'm sorry if I am making you wait for it. I have little choice but to reduce the contents of my research into manageable bites which I can later reedit and publish myself. The overwhelming scope of my work into macro data sets of the perceptual analysis of preconscious "Inter Personal Imprint Echos" involves such a huge scale of variational calculus that,......., well you are going to have to wait for it, sorry. Please, can you try using a traffic source which does not contain malware?

Drunkards of the Spirit, Junkies for the Love / { 20 yrs. from now }

Drunkards of the Spirit, Junkies for the Love { 20 yrs. from now }

                   I take Jennifer's right hand with my left and walk to the back door of church, back under the trees. "So why did you ask me about the infinite repartitioning of memory using meta formal logic strings to encode imprint data?"

                  "I started thinking about the way you compare the Super Normal Sensory Stimulus Response, with superior intelligence." She slows down in the shadows of the trees rosy dappling sunlight. Gentle rhythmic breezes drive the warmth all around us, the leaves making dancing fingers of sunlight massaging the air. She goes on talking as she stops and faces me with her back to the open river bank. "I remember reading your Propositional Assertions." "Your statistical models for distinctions always account for personal differences as the dynamics of a variable." "There are always more Socially Recursive Boundary Definitions to find." "You say this is how we see ourselves as being different or the same." "But the problem for me is when do we stop redefining ourselves relative to each other?" "It seems to me like every time you find another variable, you always find the polarities and the directional momentum for each trait and characteristic in mutual transition." "I mean are we really that diametrically dynamic or is that just another one of your writers tricks?"

                   I know she isn't trying to be sarcastic, but I like well thought out questions. "I'm thinking that's not a question Jennifer, you're trying to open the dialogue." "Am I right?"

                   "No, you're right." "I'm just getting started" She turns and starts to walk toward the north side of the church, past the back door toward a garden wall that is over grown with vines and shrubs. The Lilacs have just started opening, as does so much more inside of me and all around us.

                  She continues, "You wrote about, CONTROL DOMINANCE Versus TRUST DOMINANCE." "About the "DUEL NECESSARY VICES of Optimism and Pessimism." "About the CONFLICTING VIRTUES of Over Dependability and Un Expressed Expectations." You talked about how everything in human nature is just a modeling for a distribution, and at the heart of all our Presumptive Values is merely the symmetrization of variable personal social dynamics, pro and con." "All these maps to cycles and waves of predictable eventuality, today will be yesterday, as of tomorrow, blah blah blah, etc. etc."

                  "And again Jennifer, you're highlighting my embarrassment as a self doubting psychic." "But as much as I agree with all your objections, I ask you to review the findings." Jennifer leans against a cool bare spot on the brick wall looking at me. She is framed by the budding vines in the perfume of the earliest spring flowers. I myself am like this older neighborhood with all the mature trees, established perennials and deep healthy roots in the fertile soil. "If you Remember, in my "Surreal Novella" I always recommended Splitting the Bias." Her fresh flawless skin is glowing as her eyes begin to sparkle. I know I'm getting to her point. "In all of our "Mutually Defined Socially Recursive Boundary Definitions we have Biases, Polarity." "Remember?"

                  "Yes, I do." "All that stuff about shared social properties of a Symmetrical Coalescence made perfect sense to me and Splitting the Bias is nothing more than getting people to resolve their conflicts through clarifying boundary definitions." "Nothing new there.""I also know there was probably no other way for you to demonstrate the Meta Formal Logic of an Intuitive Induction, other than mapping Opinion Bias as social change" At this moment, I swear even the birds are singing in harmony with her.

                 She goes on, "But a TRUE HOAX?" "Confessions Of A Professional Psychic?" "That's just cruel!" "Did you have to trick people just to get us to believe you're telling the truth?" Now we are getting somewhere. The warm wind is blowing stronger through the treetops. In the pink morning sky a storm is coming. Jennifer is right on target.

Test Post # 19 / Styles of Evasion

Thursday, April 25, 2013

#3. SOME PEOPLE ARE VERY DIFFERENT, VERY DIFFERENTLY.

     
         How different are some people?                                            April 25th, 2013

          At this point I would like to enumerate four "Styles of Evasion."

              1.  Active deception, Showing Off, Lying, Phonyness, Bragging, Exaggeration, Hyperbole,  etc.
              2.   Spacing out, Disengagement, Withdrawal, Omission, Vagueness, Aloofness, etc.
              3.   Condescension, Put downs, Dismissal,  Negation, Passive Aggression, etc.
              4.  Over Compartmentalization, Inaccessibility, Burnout, Over Conscientiousness etc.

          You probably recognize any or all of these evasions in yourself and or others.  Some more than others.  I'm showing the ways we confront or avoid the stresses of uncertainty. When in doubt, learned styles of evasion take over.  A little Meta Formally Logical diagram to demonstrate;

                                                                    2. Spacing Out
                                                         1. Lying       +      3. Condescension
                                                                    4. Burnout

          At the center of this diagram is the uncertainties we all can evade, just in our own way.  You will notice the symmetry and the two axis of polarity. Openness to these uncontrolled uncertainties is the mark of a truly open person. It is almost impossible to be open all the time. We have these evasions hardwired into our survival instincts. The next time you see someone being evasive, consider the source. They/We maybe feeling vulnerable.

          The two axis are; Horizontally,  Positive Misrepresentation of fact on the left side and the Negative Misrepresentation of emotions on the right side.    
                                       Vertically, Passive Evasion of responsibility on top and the Active Evasion of irresponsibility on the bottom.

          No point in making a big deal about the why we behave this way, even the emergence of this kind of soul symmetry is more than many people are going to accept. Just know that when we evade, we use energy and that any real sensitive will know it. Show a little empathy. This is where I get to show a little tact.

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         Interest Based Learning;

         As children we sometimes embark on journeys that take our whole lifetimes.  As children we are at times maturing too quickly, and we may be forced to be better adults than our own parents or teachers. Beginners luck and innate talent sometimes adds to this pain and chaos of prodigy.  Were you an outlier? Were you too an heir to the madness of inspiration, melancholy or genius?  "Mother don't let your children grow up to be artists."

         In examining different people and personal differences,  I've found that you don't have to be a genius per se in order to be absolutely brilliant about something.  In fact if you want to find out how smart someone can be, look at how a person deals with what they love, with that which is most sacred to them. Boom.

         I believe that almost everyone is exceptional in someway.  Everyone is normal in this way,  diversity is the great equalizer.  Anyone can be an outlier. (Wish I wanted to go into the math at this point.  But I don't.  Hopefully much more on the Math, Statistics and Systems analysis later.)

         Looking for that singularly distinguishing identifier is the only reason I can justify taking up to $60.00 bucks an hour for consultations and much more for parties, classes, therapy and/or conferences. I may be selling myself short again because I know how much the title of psychic or healer has been exploited.  My teacher once said, "Would you trust anyone who wanted to be a psychic?"  (paraphrased;  from 1980)   Just like a politician, "You would have to wonder if they are insane and/or corrupt."

          But then again you might worry about anyone who risks confronting overwhelming odds or opposition.  Why would anyone ever "want" to suffer the rejection of being different.

          So how different is different?  Or as a reluctant genius once said, "What is normal?" I think the point my friend made is, "Normal compared to what?" But I believe my friend was rebelling against the tyranny of enforced mental health and the way we are expected to compete for status as the "designated" Mentally Ill.  He's maybe right that everyone is sick in some way or another, but I still think he just didn't like seeing himself as different or exceptional. But he is. And that's beside the point. I believe there may be geniuses in Human Relations.

          If my friend had been respected for his real smarts as a child and not been beaten into just another muscle stud with illusions of normalcy, maybe he would be less critical of my reasonable deviance from being normal.   Blah, Blah,...Blah.  That's not even the point. The question is how do we measure being different.  Very differently.  This is where the process is academic.  I've been avoiding the technicalities. Please forgive me, there will be plenty of time for modeling and mapping diagrams latter.......

Variations of Identity and Base Modular Systems; The Theory of Para Psychological Methods

PREFACE: CONCERNING ALL CYCLE MODELS BEING USED IN THESE DOCUMENTS

                  These traditions are very old. We believe we exist in a structured, ordered Universe. We see structure and meaning in the world and it has a very ancient language. The order of our world is not without chaos. But we are always being accounted for in these types of analytical systems of probabilities. This type of systems analysis is by analogy. It is still used in risk reduction and problem sets today, although it is often done without any acknowledgement to these ancient traditions.

                   The imprints of our personal Identities also has a shape and order. Whether we are aware of it or not, our diverse variabilities form our different identities. As the so called psychic, I am using models of analysis and prognostication. My literary intention is to document these functional traditions of said models, (I know how boring this must be to read.) Talking to people about these types of specifically identifiable distinctions, is much easier than explaining the full domain of possible identifiable variables and variations. One such model of diagnostics is The Chinese Meridian System.

                   All of our social interactions are carried out between definable changing relations. When a client is approaching me, we psychics are by tradition, using a Base Geometrical Modular World View. (UP, Down; Right, Left; Backwards, Forwards; Rotations upon Rotations: etc, etc.)

                   The mass proliferation and acceptance of Acupuncture has brought our society an obscure poorly understood tradition of Chinese Diagnostic Medicine. This system for the analysis and treatment of the body is based on a simple model. The Meridians are twelve (12) extending over the body in cycle with the rhythms of time. These lines are extensions of the life force (Chi) changing. It circulates through all the vital organs. Having an a hole through the center of our bodies, we eat and excrete on one continuous surface, internally and externally lined in to the body. This donut shaped, Toroidal Geometry is just one more amazing quality to this thorough system of medical diagnostics. Point is, Meta Formal Logic is the Modular World View. "Elements in Cycles", sounds just like Tensor Algebra to me. Dividing things into uniform symmetrical boundaries is at this most primary level of our shared traditions, inductive rational thought. This however never excuses the misuse and abuse of information in order to exploit peoples gullibility. But much of our societies ignorance about other peoples cultures is a large part of the taboo surrounding my work. People often like to think I'm whatever their personal biases tell them.

                   As the psychic reader however, I do have a responsibility to point out the obvious statistics governing the natural limitations to trying to predict or control future outcomes or events. But the mathematics have always fascinated me. Games Theory, Statistical mechanics, The Permutations and Combinations of all the different kinds of possible people, Identity Matrices, Projective Geometry in The Calculus of Variation. Trying to explain the math and statistics I use is often boring. So I try to do art to illustrate different modelings. I'm also not very fast with computations anyways. It is only the specificity of the information I provide that makes the system marketable. Most people have never looked closely at an other person's hands. I will continue reviewing the significant sited Cycle Models. The next one is taken from ;

Thursday, April 25, 2013

#3. SOME PEOPLE ARE VERY DIFFERENT, VERY DIFFERENTLY.

Cycle Models

                   Today we will be starting to look at the Cycle Models. These next posts will primarily be a review of my posts working with the basic ordering principles, as it pertains to the great profusion of resources I have to coordinate. I will be listing the pivotal posts, referencing my Meta Formally Logical mapping diagrams, both mine and more importantly traditional psychic reading technologies. I will be starting with a list of the most significant posts on my cycle models simply because I believe I have been able to give my work much better clarity. But I am also going to list my posted writings about these more important Symmetrically Coalescent Psychic Reading Technologies, because they are the corner stones of our traditions. This will take me at least a couple of days to document in clear review.

                   Briefly, I'ld like to say how much it means to me to get to see so much international traffic on my blog again. It gives me hope for the world and our salvation to see people reaching outside of them self for the the more difficult slow work of lives lived in the beauty and harmony.

                   Starting back at the beginning of the blog, I already reposted the beginning 3 pages and this post; Enumerate Partition and the Coalescent Symmetry.

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Enumerate Partition and the Coalescent Symmetry

                                               Enumerate Partition and the Coalescent Symmetry


                 Taking things apart and putting them back together again. To kinda demonstrate the point,  I'm trying to learn how to use blogging as a way of learning how to communicate in general. I'm probably going to reissue what I've written so far. 

                 All in all. This is a perfect opportunity to demonstrate techniques.  I like being able to test myself. I would like it very much if may be able to bring you a quality product as a psychic. I know many people who want to slug me when they hear me even use the word "Psychic." I basically agree with them.
 
                 Getting passed the stigma of being a psychic for me is very expressive of my work in general.  It's great to be able to get passed the biases and stereotypes. "Solve Et Coagula."

                         So here's the proposition;    I'm going to try to compile a documentation of the  resources I need to be able to function as a psychic and still have a clear conscience.

                         I propose, (In spite of how boring the actual study of parapsychology really is);
That, in sincere commitment to my craft, I will explain the seemingly unexplainable.

                         And I propose to do my best;  Telling an adventure story where the hero is you,
 and it's like I know "you."  That's my job.

                         And I Propose; that I'm going to do my work quickly and without expectations, whether anyone likes reading my blog or not.  And you might actually enjoy it. Wish me luck.

                         Silliness out of the way,  I have been working for three years to be able to get back to the blog. People will read me here before I'm ever able to publish.  
       
       Demonstration Tools:
                                      Enumerate Partition and the Coalescent Symmetry

by an Analogy;    We are clocks.
                             We have parts that can be numbered.
                             We function with all the parts working together.
                             We keep perfect time.

     Analogous Modeling is essential for mapping comparison.  Sometimes concepts are more easily communicated, than are words alone.
     The parts.      And the whole.      Do we understand?
   
     In conceptual language, we all have very similar boundaries and definitions.  Certain simple dualities interact as a dynamic membrane through which we interact with uncertainty and the future. Opportunity is one of those concepts where we have simple decisions that can get very complicated.    
             We can take things apart to understand them, we maybe can put them back together again.
             We compare similar things to make predictions about what's going to happen.
             We must try not to break the thing we're using,  just to understand things we want to use.

     There is a pile of concepts on the table that I want.  I've taken most of them apart repeatedly.
         
     The Mappings and Diagrams and Charts themselves are really pretty. Mandalas, Magic Circles, Medicine wheels, Rose windows, Celestial Domes and the arcs of the Compass. These overlap and interface as maps of the soul.  I gotten a lot of points from people for this analysis.  There isn't anyway I could really do justice to the traditions without those beautiful diagrams. This is another aspect of desktop publishing that I'm going to have to learn.
   
     I know that for how busy all "My" friends really are, that they'll be urging me on. And they all will no doubt help me as well. I'm taking this slow.   More money is coming in.  Pictures and graphics soon.    Concepts will  hopefully be explained clearly by me.    I'm still laying the background.      Thanks again.  More later.

From the Beginning; Test Post # 18

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Echo Imprinting

     Beings as this is a blog, I will try to organize info clearly.  I may have to start new blog sites to stack the data so as that it will be easier to find.  All links will be posted.


     I would like here to focus on one of these most useful of awarenesses.  As the first of several listed tools,  I have created my own terms to identify these shared resources.  This most primary of subjective awarenesses I call "Echo Imprinting."  Our Brains are designed to recognize and identify people. This awareness of the distinctiveness others is so deep as that we sometimes can experience it as an actual presence of that person, even when they are not there.  On a purely rational level I believe this is what people call the, "Spirits of the Dead."  I myself try not to mess with Necromancy, although I'm good at it.  I think people need to talk to or commune with there own dead.

     I myself don't believe in an afterlife,  but I have never let that get in the way.  Generally I get the impression that when the dead can be heard,  they are not interested in worrying about the living.  When I do see the ancestors I feel they would rather make light of how hard their lives really were,  much harder than ours and our petty regrets. I doubt they are ever malicious. This obvious indiscretion is one of the mistakes I see most Mediums making. I am embarrassed for everyone.  I can assure you this is one of those things that makes me very unpopular amongst both skeptics and true believers alike.  (More on the "Mutually Inclusive Double Negative Opinion Bias" later.)

     Back to the living,  I love people. I love the way we look. I love the way we talk. I love the way we move, and sound, and feel. I love almost everything about what it means to be alive. I especially love our flaws. This is where I make the big bucks.  Forgive me,  but "There is gold in them ills." Nothing is more distinctive and identifiable than our little quirks. I'm not giving humanity a pass, but I'm willing to overlook most of peoples individual "Blind Spots." (We will be dealing with; "Blind Spots",  "Opinion Bias",  and  "Styles of Evasion" later.)

     The point here is the "ECHO" of those impressions "IMPRINTED" on our consciousness.  We all experience each other on these most subtle yet undeniable of levels. This is what I read.

From the Beginning; Test Post # 17

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

The Para Psychological Method

 
April  9nth. 2013

      Good Morning. Today we will be informing the public of our intent to outline the essential elements of the Para Psychological Method.

       In enumerating the tools of the Psychic we will want to first identify the common utilities.  In overview of the possible applications of analogous modelings for the variety of personal human differences and the possible outcomes of behavior, we have checklists. These can be crude and overly general or they can be fair.

      As sensitives and mediums we are provided with a profusion of purely subjective awarenesses.  As readers we must voice perceptions.  We Psychics sometimes depend on a host of media; Astrology, Tarot, I Ching, etc. But we use these tools as comparative models. But the map is never the territory.  We still must give a language to each unique persons reading.

     We all have had instinctual awareness of identifying qualities of the distinctiveness of others. These awarenesses are so hardwired that we almost never have to bring these awarenesses to the level of the conscious verbal expression.  That's my job.

     The next step, were someone so inclined, to predict human behavior is rather easy.  The only real difficulty comes from projecting event outcomes on the basis of the considerably more complex large scale interactions.  For that reason I will tell a client what they will most likely do, rather than tell them what is going to happen.  I not only do not want to clutter the time line, but I also know that when asked, I'm expected to tell people lies. Comforting lies.

From the Beginning; Test Post # 16

Monday, April 8, 2013

zenophile

Dearest reader,
     This is my labor of love to be able to bring you my life's work in it's present state.

      I am a pro psychic. I have in a life's research a great hoard of resources. I will present simple techniques for ordering and understanding most, if not all forms of divination, in terms of games and systems analysis. The concepts, I want to be easy and intuitive.

     I would like to apologize in advance, to all those who will object to mapping and graphing of the things so sacred as the human soul and human interaction. But as is intrinsic to human nature, we are creatures who look for order and meaning.

     I hope you will find the tour of artifacts and antiquities fun and informative. I encourage readers credit for having their own opinions. And please do not expect that you will always agree with my interpretations or analysis. My intent is to analyze data, not people.

     Let us begin.

     Many years ago I started writing, "The Confessions of a Professional Psychic." I've decided that the information I can provide is much more important than autobiography.

     As a new beginning I have embarked on the project of;          
            Enumerating the parts of the Spiritual Technologies, and the Coalescing of the Sum of the Comparative Analogies.
   
     I am writing as an act of faith, as a scientist and as a sensitive. Most of the provided information I intend will be self explanatory. However, it will be the scope of the analysis I would hope is most useful in sharing what we do as psychics, and why we can do it at all.
   
     Biases and beliefs aside, I haven't assumed that I know how this one is going to turn out as a literary project. But I know for myself as a researcher my work is to entertain, inform and provide.

     It is my privilege to listen, your wish, (for information) is my command.

Seven Strangely Effective Habits of Highly Effective Psychics

                   1.) It's always where you look last.

                   2.) Always watch out for the other drivers, (Rational Cowardice.)

                   3.) Everything counts, don't be afraid of the numbers.

                   4.) Never stop talking, unless you are prepared to be unheard.

                   5.) Never assume, but always try to imagine what the answer probably is.

                   6.) Forgiveness is the only thing that can actually change the future.

                   7.) You do not create your own reality, you share it with everything and everyone else. BE HUMBLE.

                   Obviously 7 is only another number, but we have to start somewhere.

Life In The Web

                   The last thing that I expected when I started this blog was that you would become such a good friend.

                   As the sensitive I've had to adjust to a full spectrum of symptoms that represent the cutting edge of neuro physics. (Even my spell check likes to point out that there technically is no such thing as "Neuro Physics.") Between the outside world and the inside is a dynamic universe. Sensitive boundaries and synthetic language says we are in a mutually constructed reality. Alternative medicine has provided me the means to sober up from the soul searing life of "Kriyas," psychic perceptions.

                   Now, living in the world of people I still have to experience the occasional melting of the proverbial "Walls of Separation." Look, people, I really do love you and I love the fact that I get to spend these wonderful hours with you. I never expected that this would become my best outlet for showing my love and faith in the integrity of our ultimate becoming. But I dread the fact that if my research is proven correct, I will end up as some kind of guru. Someone is going to have to do it.

                   But for now my needs are being met through other much more controllable outcomes. For the time I'm not taking new Reading clients. As I mentioned, I'm working in massage therapy and pain management. I'm not surprised to discover that one of the massage therapists I work with is married to a woman who works on our local professional team. I've gotten to see some miracles and I get peace from releasing a life of pain and unremitting tension.

                  I switched web designers. My previous web designer is a wonderful friend, but I may never see her again. I can't miss people, like jealousy, attachment is an emotion I only experience in very rare brief flashes that always resolve into giggles and joy. I still think of Gretchen almost every day. (Fly away little fledgeling, fly away.) To be able to experience such normal feelings is for me refreshing and comic. With "Touch Training" I resolved all of my abandonment issues and separation anxiety. I never really had normal anxiety anyways. It's always been dread and agitation that drove my mania. When the dead crawl into bed with me every night, attachment kind of looses it's appeal.

                 I see that some of my readers from abroad are trying to contact me. I am reluctantly going to link my blog to a website. I mean no disrespect to you my dear sacred readers. It's just that the rarity of perception causes me concern for anyone who may find me.

The Test

                   I'm very fortunate to be someone who has no reason to be believed. You know how you are not supposed to be crazy? When I went to school, I asked to have my work stolen from me. Your welcome.

                   A big part of my training at the Academy was "Voice Training." Steve would have me tell him stories and make up elaborate pieces of music. Normally being the best psychic in town meant he was keeping everyone at a distance. But with me he insisted on letting me stop by at my discretion. Talk about out of my league. But none the less, I later found out this 800 lbs. gorilla in the living room liked me a lot. I told him about various books about tragic composers and their dramatic painful lives. I told him which one would make the best movie, (and it did) even if it was total fiction. He insisted on making me remember the actual name of the author of said fiction. Turned out it was the same name as a local folk musician, which confused me. Even with all of my brain damage he still could get me to remember things briefly.

                 Besides playing guitar and piano for him, Steve let me show him my art, paintings and diagrams. I also sang. I sang like a bird on acid. In key and on time. I constructed these wonderful operas, which he secretly recorded. I had told him about my expectations that if I didn't give the work away it would be unnecessarily lost. He called in his secretary about 53 minutes into this one composition just to blow his mind. A normal person would not believe that such a thing could ever happen, beautiful difficult modulations, unimaginable effortless progressions. I even knew who it was that would be able to produce the best sound for that particular composition. It was not the only time this happened. That was 35 years ago.

                 If nothing else it proved that Steve was right to say, "Just because you are able to think something up does not mean that anyone else is ever going to be able to think up the same thing." Signature behavior and all.

                When I told him I was leaving the Academy, he said that no one was going to believe me. A very defensive reaction from a self confessed functional paranoid. But as was Steve's style, he believed me when I said that I didn't care and that we could still encounter each other outside of school. He softened his understandably harsh response gave me 5$ for lunch. I never saw him at the Academy again.

Illustrator II

We the Good Hunters of the Heart.

                   In imagining what it takes to have a constructive creative influence into our society, I keep seeing an actual plan. "Heart Hunters." There is this need for social mixing. I want to find other people who love what they do so much. "Interest Based Learning" for many of us, is often just be a hobby, but just as often, we do what it is we love most. And as I've said, "Everyone needs love." #4. (Love is the best motivator.) My desire to return the kindness that has brought me such joy, is more real to me than the ground I stand on.

                   I hope that some of you people coming back to reading again are motivated. I respect you so much. As an "Entertainment Medium," I want to appeal to your interests, regardless of opinions or bias. "Complementarity" is my offering by which I may get to appeal to your interest in exploring "Shared Sensitive Boundaries." No kidding, I really want to be able to write something very digestible. Being a sensitive and being sensitized to potential areas of social sensitivities, we may be able to disagree without guilt. Generally it's very hard to know what we are talking about anyways. Popular opinion biases can corrupt even the most honest exploration of shared social boundaries. Even if as different people we want to change, we are often constrained by conventions to identify exclusively with a clan identity. I can assure you, as the "Psychic" (or as the so called "Healer" if you prefer,) I am acutely aware of how others may feel. But fortunately as the entertainer I do have a little free license. And as the "Reader" I have to translate for people. (My discretion.) My personal "Love" is for the schooling and ancient traditions of "Psychic Reading," technologies. It keeps me interested. I'm trying to make this a much larger stage for "Reading." I want to be easy for people who are just starting out. Politics and bias are unfortunately tangled into our social fabric. And as always, fundamentals first.

                   This blog is only my latest attempt at worshipping you, my holy sacred unknown audience. Spooky huh? I've fantasized about a "Heart Hunters" talent agency and clearinghouse for decades. Self promotion can be so very difficult and embarrassing. Oftentimes it just lends itself to an environment of fraud. Joking about getting a pimp reflects my discomfort with what it means for me to actually read someone, especially if I'm getting paid. Generally anyone who really is good at reading people may also be a freak and a hazard to themselves and others. But as I promised that this book isn't going to be about me, and I am glad the material is coming together The overall quality of my writings have appeal, even if I am going to have to re-edit the devil out of this thing, if I want it to sell as a book.

                   As for those of you who are coming back now for the first time, I hope my purist intentions don't cause you to be turned off, shut down and resultantly dropped out. If, and whether or not, you do decide to be a "Reader," as always I've  appreciate your attention and it's been great. Thanks again, You've been wonderful. Sincerely.

Eternal Thanks

                   With the privilege and joy that has come to me because of getting to write this blog, I'm seeing people correspond with each other about very specific core posts. People are sharing these pages across international boundaries. I am also finally getting to see people access my first core documents from as far back as last April. This is important to me because I intend that the whole blog will one day be reissued as a book on the modern scientific analysis of my Para Psycho Logical Methods. I rely heavily on the well established traditions of ancient reading techniques, and the evolving histories that have come down to us today. Explaining the means by which these practices are done is a little like telling how the movie ends, but some of us don't want to have to sit though the whole movie. I have been hated by many other psychics because of my preference for skeptics. Most true believers tend to worship me when they discover how easy it is for me to read people. But that's only because "People who say they are psychic, are almost never psychic, ever."

                   Of the 325 posts I've written so far there are also pictures and movies of my math graphics. My <https://plus.google.com/u/0/107029281598679098049/posts> has gotten 75 thousand page views since last Oct. (Click on my flower icon at the bottom of the posts listing. There is a lot of pretty art.) I personally have no idea why anyone is looking at my g+ pages, I only set it up because google owns you tube and they make slightly better math movies than does my blog. But g+ is is difficult and alienating. And I doubt people are struggling their way through the g+ application just to look at my pictures, but what do I know?

                   This blog (ZENOPHILE) has only gotten 82 hundred views in over twice as many months, since April, 2013. The first thousand were viewed in Russia exclusively. When I checked for the traffic source, "The Tao of Badass" seemed to be just another porn site that was selling seduction videos of moderate quality. Those readers who were mostly interested in the pivotal core documents pleasantly surprised me. So now that I am seeing a renewed interest in my technical writings I'm very happy. I had written a harsh critique of the unrequested use of my blog, and was immediately dropped at almost the very day that Putin cracked down on the web. Probably no connection but much of my work is about mapping and predicting changing opinions and biases.

                   I am presently also working on a "Surreal Novella" <http://ppireading.blogspot.com/> called, "The Bridge Between the Worlds."

                   I'm also getting a lot of help designing a website. This is proving an interesting challenge. I've never really liked the web and coming up with a simple effective way of marketing myself is hard for me. It reminds me of writing a grant proposal.