I Am The Art Of Living Fiction

                   Where are we right now? Am I writing about the past, or am I again living in the future writing about the present? Long ago I had planted these seedlings of human understanding, and I've gotten to see them grow into mighty trees of great wisdom and beauty, and they are about to bare fruit. But I must travel back into the future in order to catch those fruits which are exclusively mine, no one else will even know what to do with them. I must hurry up and wait. I am sorry that I can't make any promises. I've already committed myself to a time that may never come to be. I live for the pleasure of a life I will not survive to enjoy. How can I ever be your's when I belong to the adoring universe alone?

                  The Art of Living Fiction has claimed my soul, I no longer am just another separate individual. I am a dream not remembered until it is too late. A dream of ghosts and shadows, a dream of promise and wonder, about a place we've never been to. But we go there none the less, like we been there together so many times before. What are these words heard echoing in our ears, in our hearts, in the comfort of that restful bottom that is your shell? Why do these words still resonate with a lesson only barely grasped, but is fully understood?

                  Let us imagine a Guardian Fellowship, a community of Patrons. (I see the vacuum that is created by jailing so much of the Adult Black Male Public, generally for nothing more than three time drug offenses, is totally disruptive to the upbringing of the next generation.) We need our adult male role models. Integrity is accountability. People need to know who to trust. It can be very difficult to know who is really in command. By training in a reputable body building gym, I get to see the subtle dynamics of male socialization. That I'm also 58, I'm also respected very well for my sincere efforts and outstanding results, I'm a pretty good guy. Have I said, "Everybody needs love?" (Repeatedly! #4th Rule of the Para Psychological Method) There are a lot of Christian body builders. We all share a love for good living and hard work, I really appreciate sober living. And taking good care of myself helps with my recovery issues. All in all a good deal for me, and I always try to support the general welfare of our sub cult of the body. It is said, "Hexagram #13, "BOOK OF CHANGES" Fellowship with men in the open, "Unites the wills of all under heaven."